i try not to make a habit of straight-up complaining on my blog. and usually when i'm upset, it's obvious, but buffered by obscurity in interesting metaphors or conclusions i've found to cope. but not this time.
i had a 4-hour long talk with a really good friend today. it was wonderful and amazingly insightful, but hard and exhausting for us both. i think good things will come of it.
and tonight, i...
wrote some incredibly hard, very honest emails to two very dear friends.
read an email.
listened to a song.
wished i were elsewhere
or that i could run away.
but reminded myself things will work out
...and now i'm working on believing it.